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withamagicwordAugust 28th, Early morning:
Sunshine wakens Billy, sending his body screaming at him. He finds himself curled into a tight ball with muscles yelling at him and brain logey.
He slowly, slowly uncurls as he looks around, then sags back as he remembers that Cassie went home last night.
The thought fulls him with a kind of black depression and he feels the tears surging up again and savagely smashes them down again. Damnit, he can do his own thing! He isn't dependent, He isn't!
He struggles to his feet and staggers to the bathroom, running a shower so hot it almost scalds him. And in the shower, he cries, letting out pain and fear and frustration and anger, and letting it all out. He feels it pour out of him and feels himself empty, like ... like... he doesn't know what like... so he stops thinking.
He finally emerges, feeling empty, and the place is quiet like a tomb, until, as he is walking toward his bureau, something sharp sinks into his toes.
He eeeps in a rather undignified manner, and goes down, only to find a bouncy Rena pouncing at him, now that he is all accessible.
He laughs, helplessly, startling the little cat, who races away.
She stares at him from a safe distance for awhile, looking reproachfully at him. When he stops laughing and crying, she slowly approaches and then pounces one of his hands, and he grins, petting her.
It is a few minutes later when he realizes what her presence means, and sits up so fast he startles her again, making her run off with an offended look.
He gets up and peers out of his bedroom, and feels something like being hit by a train, as he sees her, laying on the sofa. Tears hit him again and he dresses quickly.
She is there... he isn't alone.
Somehow, the day seems a lot brighter now.
Sunshine wakens Billy, sending his body screaming at him. He finds himself curled into a tight ball with muscles yelling at him and brain logey.
He slowly, slowly uncurls as he looks around, then sags back as he remembers that Cassie went home last night.
The thought fulls him with a kind of black depression and he feels the tears surging up again and savagely smashes them down again. Damnit, he can do his own thing! He isn't dependent, He isn't!
He struggles to his feet and staggers to the bathroom, running a shower so hot it almost scalds him. And in the shower, he cries, letting out pain and fear and frustration and anger, and letting it all out. He feels it pour out of him and feels himself empty, like ... like... he doesn't know what like... so he stops thinking.
He finally emerges, feeling empty, and the place is quiet like a tomb, until, as he is walking toward his bureau, something sharp sinks into his toes.
He eeeps in a rather undignified manner, and goes down, only to find a bouncy Rena pouncing at him, now that he is all accessible.
He laughs, helplessly, startling the little cat, who races away.
She stares at him from a safe distance for awhile, looking reproachfully at him. When he stops laughing and crying, she slowly approaches and then pounces one of his hands, and he grins, petting her.
It is a few minutes later when he realizes what her presence means, and sits up so fast he startles her again, making her run off with an offended look.
He gets up and peers out of his bedroom, and feels something like being hit by a train, as he sees her, laying on the sofa. Tears hit him again and he dresses quickly.
She is there... he isn't alone.
Somehow, the day seems a lot brighter now.
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:02 pm (UTC)Cassie begins to laugh, first at the fall, and the absolute tangled craziness of the position they fell in and then when she sees the look that Rena is giving them she starts laughing again.
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:04 pm (UTC)Hmmmm, not a bad thing after all...
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-03 10:11 pm (UTC)"Probably should get up eventually..."
Then he kisses her again, arms running around her and pulling her close.
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:21 pm (UTC)Getting up has become a very low priority..if it ever was a high one.
Kissing is goooood.
She kisses him back, maybe a little harder and touches his cheek.
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:25 pm (UTC)He smiles against her lips.
"Love you."
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-03 10:33 pm (UTC)He sighs then and wiggles away, standing up and holding out his hand to lift her up.
"Food. Must eat. yes."
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:35 pm (UTC)"So what shall we have today?"
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:43 pm (UTC)"Oh... how about pizza?"
He winks at her and pulls a large sized pizza out of the freezer.
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Date: 2006-09-03 10:57 pm (UTC)"Sounds like breakfast to me."
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:04 pm (UTC)Her imperious meow startles a laigh out of him and he heads to the fridge to get milk, pouring it in a bowl while he dices some chicken he had cooked a few nights before when he woke hungry. He puts both down for her.
He grins at Cassie.
"So, how are you doing, cutie?"
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:14 pm (UTC)"I'm good!"
Rena looks up from her milk and chicken (it's the new milk and cookies, haven't you heard?) long enough to give them a 'the princess shall not disturbed' look before going back to it.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:15 pm (UTC)"Now we just have to find soemthing to do for 30 minutes... I wonder whatever shall we do..."
he grins.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:17 pm (UTC)"We could watch a movie.."
She kisses him long.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:18 pm (UTC)he walks with her, still holding onto her, toward the living room area.
"Whatcha wanna watch?"
Then he accidentally on purpoise falls back onto the sofa... not letting go of her.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:21 pm (UTC)"Mmmm..you!"
Grin. Kiss.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:24 pm (UTC)"Me??"
He hits the remote and turns on the dvd player and tv.
Onscreen comes the beginning of a movie, Coccoon...
"Hmmm."
he kisses her again.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:28 pm (UTC)More kissing.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:32 pm (UTC)he kisses her.
"Nice lips."
Kiss.
"Nice hair."
Kiss.
"Nice eyes."
More kissing.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:38 pm (UTC)Kissssss.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:40 pm (UTC)Kiss.
"And those shoulders..."
Kiss.
"And that bottom of yours..."
Kisssssssssssssssses.
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Date: 2006-09-03 11:45 pm (UTC)mmmmkissesmmmm